so easily distracted. i just went to search for the ‘easy come easy go’ bracelet again after thinking of new blog url names. i swear someone stole that bracelet from me. i’m addicted to scrolling, not even buying. +__+ it’s really hard to disentangle from wanting to show your identity — appearance really is a minimal effort way of telling others about yourself without really trying. and if you’re intentional about it, then i don’t think it’s easily misunderstood. my anime sweatshirts, loose clothing, girly yet boyish, all trying to tell you something, cause i do care what you think of me initially. just not enough to take action. and if you come to the wrong conclusion, we were never meant to be anyway, damnit!
learned a new word in w&p today — interlocutrice: female speaker in french. thought of using it as my new blog name because it has ‘tri’ in it. keke but it’s a bit too formal and i can’t even pronounce it in french. and R would call me pretentious.
i dream of the day when we are house of two. more so for the space. empty space, clear mind? could probably meditate myself through the visual clutter, but that is a battle i’m not willing to take on at the moment.
little scuba is really good. five stars.
i made the saltiest soup and ate it for two days, finally ended up just throwing it away. know when to admit defeat. my egg cups didn’t come out so good this week either. i ended up compensating by eating a bunch of high-grade japanese snacks instead. not the best eating strategy here but it happened. resulted in poor digestion. my new way of writing ‘poop’ is ‘pewp’ — much cuter. cewter. i just realized cuter sounds like cooter. h8 ernest.