Today I am grateful for
- my home
Today I am looking forward to
- banh mi + minimo w/z
Appreciated moment:
cathy staying up late to help with abg gifts
Learned today:
do things in small batches
Enjoyed today:
packing away extra veggies
Today I am grateful for
- knowing things will change
Today I am looking forward to
- playing with my new wax seals!
She’s only told me about the good memories with her father when she was a child
She was the first-born and he adored her — there are pictures to prove it
He held her and smiled at the camera — a smile that is now hard to capture
He used to take pictures with his old Canon, and of her there are more than any of the other siblings
Was it a reflection of their relationship or just of his hobby at the time?
Her story so easily and conveniently rewritten through his words and old photographs
She remembers one night: crying, slashes from a belt hit her tiny body
Was it a dream? The only one of its kind.
Peculiar her siblings never had these dreams
Dreams states, coping mechanisms
Hard to decipher our hidden realities
One runs the risk of moral defeat
But also the reward of compassionate clarity
Today I am grateful for
- Having fewer things
Today I am looking forward to
- David Marc cat hangout
- We Work session with Lillian
Appreciated moment:
Putting away camping stuff with E
Learned today:
Feeling progress is key to happiness/less stress
Enjoyed today:
Late Japanese meal with E
Today I am grateful for
- New toothbrush! + Routine
- Fam Joshua tree trip
- Waking up early and feeling good
- Rainy evenings
Today I am looking forward to
- Trying Qigong
- Another rainy day
Appreciated moment:
20 minute stretch session with M
Learned today:
I’m a gambler 🪙
Enjoyed today:
Sitting by the fire in the evening, listening to new music
Today I am grateful for
- Joseph Goldstein teachings
- Murakami nails
- Being aware of how I treat others
Today I am looking forward to
- Seeing Cody and fam
- Seeing Mike and julie
pressure from all points
prickling, pleading, pinning
busy and bustling
kicking the calm
a trying introvert
flailing and failing
someone else is in the house
quiet and subtle
leaving traces
of pitted stomachs
and stolen trust
i want to be alone with my lover
but am caught up with the world
inside and out
of my flat
of my mind
creating distance
but from the wrong things
and for the wrong reasons
some things i want to say to you
but i can’t
