i feel a lot better today. my brain is back to ‘normal’ — i’m not sure but a level of disinterest helps. or maybe i’m just good at forgetting. especially after that heavy nap i had. of which i could not wake up. i set the alarm for 45 minutes but my body and head felt heavy, like something was pressing on it, weighing it down when i tried to wake up. i don’t think anything could have pulled me out of it, felt like i was drugged. the reason i stopped taking nyquil. in vietnamese, the term is that a ghost is sitting on you. my head still ached when i got up, although it got better and then the ache turned into a dull feeling that just kept me in bed watching anime and obsessing about it the rest of the night. 👻 the glass of wine helped too.