been dreaming a lot. or rather been waking up in the middle of rem sleep a lot and not getting enough of it. been feeling pretty fatigued this month. again, i blame hormones for this horrible, broken sleep pattern.
and the dreams have not been good ones. they are always filled with something going wrong, or some sort of anxiousness. i wake up grateful knowing it was just a dream. there are some that just straight horror. broken bloody limbs and bones. perhaps it’s just the book i’m reading — a court of mist and fury. immersing myself in just one book at a time. i found i was reading 5+ books simultaneously and it did not feel satisfying, never finishing a book and having to switch between different worlds. like the feeling you get when you hop around too much when traveling.