during meditation today, I realized that my kitchen time was zombie time – super unaware and just clicking off ingredients in my head. try again later.

plus, writing after meditation is good, but not when you spend the whole meditation time thinking about what you are going to write.

Today during meditation I thought of all the street food vendors in Vietnam. How consistently productive they are, their consistency stemming from sheer survival. And here I am trying to starve myself. #vegaterianketo #kindanotrly

Yesterday I decided to become a more serious person. Back on the diet, not ignoring animal pain. LESS DRINKING! Catch up on work creating time for hobbies, thinking, day dreaming, etc. We’ll see how this round goes. Next steps, make $ and expunge.